" And I still remember thinking how lovely it Could Be
to hold you for an eternity
or at least Until you fall asleep."
I still remember. MPH
I still remember. MPH
It is as if we had been near or far within, as if we, almost, have touched him with any portion of the epidermis, as if he had made the day really calm, faith, and we understood the words that named the mystics. Just sit with your legs hanging over the black river. Only enough to walk inside a church and a touch of hands. We liked to go to the coffee station where there was only the sordid and strange people in the stations. People with plastic bags or dirty shirt and untied shoelaces. Ladies, instead of the lips are painted the outline of the mouth of a vivid crimson. And well enough for us. We made do with that and we walked like no one has walked before. We thought those days that was the biggest secret of the Earth. We thought we finally understand everything. "Nous sommes tous morts." And that was enough. Spinning slowly to something that is heated in a fire. Watching the smoke getting out of their mouths. Very late breakfast in my pajamas. Skip hours at the office. Get your jersey so many sizes too big. Wait for them. See them coming. Love home. Live in the house. Look at her care home. Start a garden and fruit without washing it to his mouth. Feel in the mouth feel of the earth. The taste of the earth. Understand everything. The silence you have understood everything. Disability, these days, of the word. And I do not understand how it is that everything is now a place untouched. A place you can never go back now. How to be only a few minutes queue to get on a plane and six in the morning. And remember now with a sore passing stranger the minute accurate in the past. Do not stop time calculations to a future round. Say: Now if it were yesterday, just yesterday at this hour, would be in the attic with his legs hanging over the Sambre vacuum. Think: A week ago we were in a movie theater crying in front of Chaplin. And so on. Touring all backwards, from right here back, knowing that it is an insane trip, painful, a remedy ephemeral, finite, sooner or later will have to stop.